French Toast Whisper Log---------------
Session started Monday 17/11/2003 21:47
Aryan:  hey saber, its me, mya babe! could i have a room next to dark vanessa's?

Session started Tuesday 18/11/2003 20:10
Aryan:  where did you all go?
[ uhh... ]
[ 2nd floor? ]

Session started Tuesday 18/11/2003 20:11
Aryan:   cant find any stairs

Session started Tuesday 18/11/2003 20:13
Aryan:   gosh, im stuck!

Session started Tuesday 25/11/2003 22:33
Aryan:  hey, thanks again for making me a room! It turned out awesome!!!
[ o.o... ]
Aryan:  is darkvanessa on?
[ yep ^^ shes in her room i think ]
Aryan:  o I thought that was you in there
[ but my furcs frozen so im not sure oo; ]
Aryan:  OK.
Aryan:   How do i get a pet?
[ o.o... ]
Aryan:  I kno dark has a cat and Zander has snakes.
[ zander has a snake cuz he found one and its in the original patch... ]
Aryan:  Oh, how do i get a patch?
[ and dv and me have one because she got me a kitty and a felt like making a patch for it x.o; ]
Aryan:  How do i make a patch?
[ eh... well it only works in your own dream, even if i told you how =\ ]
Aryan:  But this isnt dv's dream.
[ yes i know o.o ]
Aryan:  So how did she get a cat?
[ cuz.... i was gonna make a cat for me so i figured i may as well make her cat as well ]
Aryan:  Oh.
Aryan:  Well i took hers and put it in my room. Hee.
[ lol shes gonna be upset :P she goes crazy when she cant find orlanda ]
Aryan:  Well me and her arnt getting along so yeah...
[ x.x ]
Aryan:  I'll put it back...
[ you dont have to if you dont want to o.o ]
Aryan:  Well i might play with it for awhile.
[ okies ^^ ]
Aryan:  If you ever make another one, could you make me one?
[ sure ^^ ]
Aryan:  Awesome
Aryan:  so how are you?
[ good, you? ]
Aryan:  Cant complain.
[ coolness ]
Aryan:  So what is dark saying about me?
[ i have no idea furc is frozen ]
Aryan:  Oh.

Session started Wednesday 26/11/2003 9:56
Aryan:  hello!
Aryan:  Is Saber mage up?

Session started Friday 28/11/2003 5:13
Aryan:  you there?
[ yeah... ]
Aryan:  what r u doin? how come u left?
[ nothin.... i dunno... ]
Aryan:  o0o
Aryan:  were waitin for ua
Aryan:  ya*
[ why... ]
Aryan:  just lonely withoutcha we guess

Session started Friday 28/11/2003 5:26
Aryan:   Saber, whats wrong? Please tell me... Are you ok?
[ god... i feel terrible... i just want it all to end, no more pain or stress... why wont it go away ]
Aryan:  Why wont what go away/
Aryan:  ?* I can help you.
[ the feelings ]
Aryan:  For what?
[ the feelings of helplessness, lonliness, hate that i cant let out, im not supposed to be this way and i dont know what to do, why wont it stop ]
Aryan:  Well, dont worry, I feel like that alot.  both ic and ooc.
[ it doesnt matter who im with or around or talking to, i always feel this way, and after breaking down like this i get a little more out and i can hold a little more in, but it eventually always comes to this ]
Aryan:  Well, if you ever want to let something out, you can just come to me. I am always here.
Aryan:  And i have something to tell you.........
[ and theres nothing i can do... nothing i know to do, and thisll probably go on until i kill myself... ]
Aryan:  hold up! [r u talkin ic or ooc?]
[ ...both ]
Aryan:  OMG saber, are you reely ok? i thougth maybe it was just ic this whoel time, but i'm scared fro you, i reely like you... kind of more then just as a friend [on furc] and i cant have you like this. You need to get better and i'm goin to help you.
[ i dont.... noone ever helps... no ever has helped, theyve tried but it... i... ]
Aryan:  I will help you
Aryan:  Youve helped me and i will help you
[ how... noone's ever.... ]
Aryan:  i will. I like you alot   and i will help you
Aryan:  you and me are alot alike. ooc i think of ways to kill myself,. i hope you havent gotten to that extent, but yea, and it scares me half to death, n now im really upset because your not happy with your life... and i reely like you and yea...

Session started Friday 28/11/2003 23:30
Aryan:  hello