Suicides the way I want to go... You know for me it's just like "Who the hell gives a fackin arse if I die or not." Because if anyone cares about me besides my family I sure don't know it. Lotta times i feel like my life is a worthless crap, like i go to school only to learn, cuz its not like my friends give about me... my like 5 or 6 friends. And I haven't even been friends with a girl since I moved here 8 years ago... So its like wtf why aren't I dead. No one else is this Fed up.