Rkreub: hi hun.. has tay been on
Rkreub: or..you can not be on...
Zaber Unlimited: ehhh?
Zaber Unlimited: sorry, i was out eating
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Rkreub: hello....
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Rkreub: hiiiiiiiii
Zaber Unlimited: heya ^^
Rkreub: hiiii
Rkreub: where were you
Rkreub: are you alone
Zaber Unlimited: yeah, i'm alone
Zaber Unlimited: heh
Zaber Unlimited: i was watching a sad movie about a genocide event
Zaber Unlimited: how are you
Zaber Unlimited: ?
Rkreub: * hug* IM SO ALONEEEEEE
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry :-(
Zaber Unlimited: i feel that way too... like how you feel after a big party and everyone's gone
Rkreub: yeah
Rkreub: but.. this time its all tays fault
Zaber Unlimited: >> why's that? :-\
Rkreub: i lost all my other friends cause of her.
Rkreub
: she spread things about me.. some that wernt true
Zaber Unlimited
: what?? what did she do?
Zaber Unlimited: ><
Zaber Unlimited: i hate rumors...
Rkreub: she said some stuff that i had said but mad it sound like i was lying...
Rkreub
: please dont be mad at her...
Zaber Unlimited
: how do you know this?
Rkreub: im just saying... i really dont care
Rkreub
: I confronted her and she admitted to it
Zaber Unlimited
: oh :-(
Zaber Unlimited: at least she told you...
Rkreub: yeah but not to worry,, she just helped me see
Rkreub
: how plastic my friends really were
Zaber Unlimited
: yeah... :-\
Rkreub: we need to make a song up about my russian friend!
Zaber Unlimited
: o_o you have a russian friend? heheh
Rkreub: YAH!
Zaber Unlimited
: that's neat
Zaber Unlimited: ...i'm 19?
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Rkreub: no not you

Rkreub
: he was 19


Rkreub
: you big silly
Zaber Unlimited
: oh
Zaber Unlimited: sorry
Rkreub: lol its ok hunn

Zaber Unlimited
: i pay too much attention to everything that's bad...
Rkreub: *hugs*

Rkreub
: i love you brandy.. like a brother
Zaber Unlimited
: -hugback-
Zaber Unlimited: :-\ thanks... hope i don't do anything to change that for the worse
Zaber Unlimited: ><
Rkreub: you cant brandy
Rkreub
: the weirdest thing would be for you to be gay
Zaber Unlimited
: >>;
Zaber Unlimited: not likely
Rkreub: ARE YOU

Zaber Unlimited
: NO
Rkreub: lol damn
Zaber Unlimited
: @_@
Zaber Unlimited: why??
Rkreub: hahahahahaha
Rkreub
: i dunno. you know your little friend the other day asked me if i was a perv
Rkreub
: ...
Zaber Unlimited
: oh oO;
Zaber Unlimited: what the... yeah.. i didn't see all of the convo JUSTIN (not jacob) made with you
Rkreub: crap i gotta get some sleep... i wonder where tay is...
Zaber Unlimited
: :-\
Rkreub: do you know where she is
Zaber Unlimited
: no idea...
Rkreub: damn it..
Zaber Unlimited
: -sigh-
Rkreub: ask her.. if she says tyler's or kims' or whitney's i wont talk to her for any amount of time
Zaber Unlimited
: where she is, you mean?
Rkreub: yeah
Rkreub
: i will not look at her...
Rkreub
: im mad at her right now too
Zaber Unlimited
: still for...?
Rkreub: no... she hasnt straightened out tyler
Zaber Unlimited
: hmm... i dunno
Zaber Unlimited: okay
Rkreub: she never takes my side and keeps it
Rkreub
: it hurts brandy
Zaber Unlimited
: :-( i know
Zaber Unlimited: my chest feels heavy... er...
Zaber Unlimited: do you like poetry?
Rkreub: yeah if its your and not someone elses
Zaber Unlimited
: oh... okay, nevermind then
Rkreub: lol just kidding shoot
Zaber Unlimited
: o_o;
Zaber Unlimited: eh...
Zaber Unlimited: it's pretty long though, if you don't mind
Zaber Unlimited: i mean, i'm gonna give you a link...
Zaber Unlimited: http://www.xanga.com/tokilladove
Zaber Unlimited: just, the first entry
Zaber Unlimited: on there
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited
: i think it's strong, is all...
Rkreub: brb i need to put my retainer in

Zaber Unlimited
: kay
Rkreub: back
Rkreub
: i washed my face brushed my hair , brushed my teeth, and put my retainer in
Zaber Unlimited
: hahah, quickness
Rkreub: hey brandy
Rkreub
: do you think i am pretty enough to be the singer... or good enough even?
Zaber Unlimited
: well... honestly i haven't heard you sing much, heh
Zaber Unlimited: but i do think you're plenty pretty enough :-)
Rkreub: yay
Rkreub
: i cant get onto xanga
Zaber Unlimited
: that's fine.
Rkreub: i wish cort would talk to me more
Zaber Unlimited
: yeah...
Rkreub: i wish you would too at school
Rkreub
: no more crappy little hugs brandy i want big bear hugs from now on
Rkreub
: mwahahahahahaha
Zaber Unlimited
: i'm sorry :-(
Zaber Unlimited: okay...
Rkreub: aw brandy dont feel bad
Rkreub
: i love you soooo much
Rkreub
: your soo cute
Zaber Unlimited
: thanks manda
Rkreub: dont thank me
Rkreub
: its a fact
Rkreub
: i just stated it
Zaber Unlimited
: -sigh-
Zaber Unlimited: uh-huh
Rkreub: but...
Rkreub
: your just to god damned cute *smothers you with love*
Zaber Unlimited
: whatever e.e
Zaber Unlimited: bleghamafiashslakjcnoreng
Rkreub: brandy
Rkreub
: did i make you sad
Rkreub
: i sowwy
Zaber Unlimited
: no >< i just feel... egh, don't worry about it
Zaber Unlimited: you're fine
Rkreub: noooo
Rkreub
: nooo brany sadddd
Rkreub
: I love you brandy please be happy again
Zaber Unlimited
: SORRY rarararardkfjdasoigndaocvnfiergheiwofj gah... jeez...
Rkreub: aw crap its bedtime
Zaber Unlimited
: okay, g'night
Rkreub: its not your fault im not thinking straight
Zaber Unlimited
: what?
Rkreub: I love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uuuuuuuuuuuu
Zaber Unlimited
: nothing's your fault
Zaber Unlimited: thank you <3 love
Rkreub: yes huh
Rkreub
: * smooch* sweet dreams my sweet one
Zaber Unlimited
: thanks
Zaber Unlimited: you too
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Rkreub: hi sugar boodger
Rkreub: * booger
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Rkreub: hey hun

Rkreub: BRANDYYYYYY
Rkreub: Brandy I want to set up a time to practice together
Rkreub: hey
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Rkreub: hi hun
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Zaber Unlimited: hubuggle
Rkreub: brandyyyy
Zaber Unlimited: mandyyyyy
Rkreub: http://www.autoblog.com/media/2006/01/Urge.JPG
Rkreub: http://www.autoblog.com/media/2006/01/Urge.JPG
Zaber Unlimited: o_o
Zaber Unlimited: woahhhhhhhh
Zaber Unlimited: crazzzyyyyyyy
Rkreub: it has xbow controler in steering wheel!
Zaber Unlimited: in it??
Rkreub: yeah
Zaber Unlimited: wierrrd o.O
Rkreub: like built in
Zaber Unlimited: ... wow
Zaber Unlimited: new ways to get in a crash! xD
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: that would be fun for like long road trips though
Rkreub: my dad wont let me get a cool car...
Zaber Unlimited: unless you're the kind of person who turns your controller in the direction you want your character to go xD
Rkreub: lol I DO THAT!
Zaber Unlimited: xDDDD
Zaber Unlimited: sorry i missed you the last two days :-(
Rkreub wants to directly connect.
Rkreub is now directly connected.
Zaber Unlimited: yesterday i was eating and sunday i was... sleeping oo; i think, when you im'ed me
Rkreub:
Rkreub: this is my friends horsey!
Zaber Unlimited: xDDD
Zaber Unlimited: that was random
Zaber Unlimited: and ultra-cool!
Rkreub: I wuffle his horsey
Zaber Unlimited: there used to be a midget horse that lived near here and would always be by the highway
Rkreub: hahaha
Zaber Unlimited: me and my friends named him bobrt xD
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: i think, at least
Zaber Unlimited: NO
Zaber Unlimited: it was philburt
Rkreub: thats what tay tay calls her cat
Zaber Unlimited: it was philburt
Zaber Unlimited: it was a long time ago
Zaber Unlimited: like a year or two
Rkreub: we need to have band practiceeeee
Zaber Unlimited: yessss
Rkreub: so im comming home with you tomorrow!
Rkreub: 0_o
Zaber Unlimited: i'm listening to myself play completely random stuff on the computer
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;;
Zaber Unlimited: kay?
Rkreub: YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Rkreub: you looked... more depressed then usual today
Zaber Unlimited: did i?
Rkreub: was everything ok?
Rkreub: yeah
Zaber Unlimited: it's just the fact that schools back is setting in >>
Rkreub: when I asked about tay it looked you were about to cry
Zaber Unlimited: when??
Rkreub: ... this morning
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;
Rkreub: you were prolly just tired
Zaber Unlimited: um... sure?
Rkreub: you know what you need to do
Zaber Unlimited: no?
Rkreub: when I yell brandy in the hallway you should yell MANDY back at me!
Zaber Unlimited: eep e.e
Zaber Unlimited: then tons of people would probably stop and stare at me
Zaber Unlimited: x_x
Rkreub: lol they would be like woah sweet
Zaber Unlimited: i doubt... egh
Zaber Unlimited: they'd be like HE TALKED then they'd be like TALK AGAIN
Zaber Unlimited: and i'd refuse
Zaber Unlimited: and then they'd keep bugging me and i'd be late for class
Zaber Unlimited: >.>
Rkreub: then be like TINKER TOTS ARE FOR SNOTS
Zaber Unlimited: err... tay broke down crying in third hour... and left and never came back
Zaber Unlimited: she never talked to me in there
Rkreub: i know
Zaber Unlimited: oh
Zaber Unlimited: x_x
Rkreub: dont think anything of it hun
Zaber Unlimited: egh, alrightttaodfijaoifnaoeinfawierfwdijf
Rkreub: whats your fifth hour
Zaber Unlimited: gym
Rkreub: 0_o
Rkreub: I wanna see you swim....
Zaber Unlimited: onw doesn't have a pool!
Zaber Unlimited: HAH
Rkreub: DAMN IT!
Zaber Unlimited: >>
Rkreub: fuck...
Zaber Unlimited: aren't you in pe, too?
Rkreub: nope
Zaber Unlimited: gah
Zaber Unlimited: hows come?
Zaber Unlimited: MMMEH...
Rkreub: mwahahaha i did it over summer
Zaber Unlimited: i figured out tay's been switched to my science class, too asdfjkl;?
Rkreub: hahahaha
Zaber Unlimited: when my teacher took roll today she called her name >>
Rkreub: yup she was so excited
Rkreub: how its heartbreaking for her
Zaber Unlimited: i'm an idiot, eh?
Zaber Unlimited: idiot, idiot, idiot.
Rkreub: * hug* no
Rkreub: no
Zaber Unlimited: PAHahahahahahah
Rkreub: you wernt happy
Zaber Unlimited: but she was, and now it's the other way around and i feel terrible
Zaber Unlimited: KILL IT
Zaber Unlimited: kill the subject >>
Zaber Unlimited: wuss wuss brandon is sick of it
Rkreub: * snuggle*
Zaber Unlimited: habjda -- >> ^^ x)
Zaber Unlimited: everyone wants to get wet... and... swimmy
Zaber Unlimited: swimmyyy
Zaber Unlimited: the water's sparklin', the water's... crazehhh
Zaber Unlimited: -finally hugs back!-
Zaber Unlimited: were you serious about that? o_o;
Rkreub: what
Zaber Unlimited: derrr... nevermind
Zaber Unlimited: i'm just... retarded... lol
Zaber Unlimited: RETARDEDLY AWESOME
Zaber Unlimited: but, you wanted to set a date to practice?...
Zaber Unlimited: i didn't really hear much of what you said on the phone...
Rkreub: yeah I do
Zaber Unlimited: mkay... well my family never plans anything, so shoot x)
Zaber Unlimited: oh, and that youth trip we kept fretting over is actually in february
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Zaber Unlimited: -pokey-
You are no longer directly connected to Rkreub because the connection has been interrupted..
Zaber Unlimited: -pokeypokey-
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: >>
Rkreub: i accidently said " hi hun" to cortland
Zaber Unlimited: oh? o_o
Rkreub: he hasn't noticed
Zaber Unlimited: oh...
Zaber Unlimited: OHHHhhh....
Rkreub: hahaha
Zaber Unlimited: hm hm hm?
Zaber Unlimited: :-P...
Rkreub: what
Zaber Unlimited: i dunnooo are we just gonna decide later? xD
Rkreub: decide?
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;;
Zaber Unlimited: on... when to practice...
Zaber Unlimited: e.e
Rkreub: ohhhh how bout thursday
Zaber Unlimited: lol, sure ^^
Zaber Unlimited: what did ya say on the phone to me? something about wyatt getting someone named travis to do something... eh... ?
Rkreub: guitar
Zaber Unlimited: oh, coolness
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Zaber Unlimited: i kind of did that with tay, you know. i told you i had a problem with our relationship instead of her
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: (our = me and her's)
Zaber Unlimited: eh, why complain anymore... what's done is done
Rkreub: I want to die...
Rkreub: OMG...
Zaber Unlimited: ????
Rkreub: hiii hunny
Zaber Unlimited: heya ^^
Rkreub: *sings a song in making* Heart now broken, words unspoken about how badly i wanted you, I want to end it all with one rope and a fall, dont think too much about it, about my wind pipe crushing under my weight, leaving me breathless just like you every day.. when you smile cause the worst pain of all is emotional suicide
Zaber Unlimited: NERF
Zaber Unlimited: that was good!
Zaber Unlimited: big delay o.o sorryness
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: why did you want to die??
Rkreub: no reason.. just being sily
Zaber Unlimited: you sure? :-\
Zaber Unlimited: that doesn't sound like a statement that could be very silly x_x
Rkreub: wanna see my hopefully future bf?
Zaber Unlimited: sure ^^
Rkreub wants to directly connect.
Rkreub is now directly connected.
Zaber Unlimited: hahah, i'm breathing on my hands to make them smell like the chilidogs i just had and letting my dog smell them
Zaber Unlimited: he licks them cuz he thinks there's food on
Zaber Unlimited: em xD
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub:
Zaber Unlimited: who's that? oo
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Rkreub: his name is christian
Zaber Unlimited: it's like you're spying on him in the second one
Zaber Unlimited: all behind the backpacks and whatnot
Zaber Unlimited: coolness ^^
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Rkreub: hey hun
Rkreub: just wanted to see if you were still up for tonight and all
Zaber Unlimited: yeah ^^ if you are
Rkreub: Hi hun bun!
Zaber Unlimited: heya :-)
Rkreub: I'm sorry i was so huggy today
Zaber Unlimited: sorry? o_o
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry i looked like i didn't appreciate it, then!
Zaber Unlimited: but i did :-)
Rkreub: really?!?!?!
Zaber Unlimited: of COURSE ^^
Rkreub: oh yay! i thought i was making you uncomfortable
Zaber Unlimited: well, maybe a tiny bit, but it doesn't matter :3
Rkreub: sorry i will tone it down
Zaber Unlimited: egh, i'm sorry i don't show my emotions much there. i swear i'm not really like that
Zaber Unlimited: i swear, there's like a little demon that lives at school and posesses me whenever i go there
Rkreub: its ok sweetheart I understand! your dieing to speak and yet... you just cant huh
Zaber Unlimited: yeah, i guess
Rkreub: * hug hug* its otay
Rkreub: sometimes i wish i were more like you
Zaber Unlimited: why?
Zaber Unlimited: so that people don't expect you to talk?
Rkreub: yeah. I cant control what i say or dont say
Zaber Unlimited: how's that?
Zaber Unlimited: i can't usually say all that i want to say, though
Rkreub: so, at least you are truthful.. I run out of things to say and get bord with my self
Zaber Unlimited: well, i know how that is >>
Zaber Unlimited: that's how i am around my friends from church
Zaber Unlimited: i like your jacket a lot :-)
Zaber Unlimited: i meant to tell you that on tuesday
Rkreub: aw thankies
Zaber Unlimited: i think it's freaking amazing x)
Zaber Unlimited: don't worry about whether or not i feel uncomfortable at school ^^ i want to break out of this next to no talking "habit" of mine, and to do so it's going to take some feelings of uncomfort
Zaber Unlimited: i don't want to talk a lot, just want to be able to say what i want to say and enjoy myself some
Rkreub: you said alot today you asked how i was hun its a start. you have never asked me that in person before
Zaber Unlimited: really? o_o
Zaber Unlimited: crazyness
Rkreub: yeah
Rkreub: you did good hun
Zaber Unlimited: aw, thankies!
Rkreub: so..
Zaber Unlimited: hehehhheheheheheehhehehehehe
Zaber Unlimited: >> was something wrong when i saw you at lunch?
Zaber Unlimited: i know i asked you how you were, but... it didn't really seem like you were good :-\
Rkreub: aw naw im ok i was just hungry
Rkreub: so what time should we get together
Zaber Unlimited: i dunno, you're appointment's at 5 you said?
Rkreub: nope i got back when i first messaged you I went to it
Zaber Unlimited: ohhhh
Zaber Unlimited: woah
Zaber Unlimited: crazy xD
Rkreub: so what time is good for you?
Rkreub: do you actually wanna practice or just get to know each other
Rkreub: like.. bonding
Zaber Unlimited: maybe a bit of both :-)
Rkreub: yay
Zaber Unlimited: i guess any time is fine... well, my parents don't really get home 'til around six, so i can't get a ride until then
Rkreub: get a ride? we are comming over here?
Rkreub: * blink blink*
Zaber Unlimited: oh o_o i wasn't really sure where you wanted to go ^^;
Zaber Unlimited: so over here, then?
Rkreub: if you dont mind .. our house is... messy...
Zaber Unlimited: xD so are parts of mine
Zaber Unlimited: but not many, so sure ^^
Rkreub: ok awesome... cause like... my house is really pithetic
Zaber Unlimited: heheh, okay
Rkreub: is there anyting i should know about your parents?
Rkreub: .
Zaber Unlimited: they're both really friendly to my friends ^^ they won't be a problem
Rkreub: ok like they arnt like... clothes patrol.. I had to change my shirt smelled funky but like shoulders are ok?
Zaber Unlimited: shouldn't be a problem, i think
Zaber Unlimited: quite obviously i think, i don't hang out with girls much, so i'm not really sure what they think >>
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: I will be good
Rkreub: * is hungry*
Rkreub: dad is making braughts...
Rkreub: ew
Zaber Unlimited: yeah e.e i was starving when i got home
Rkreub: i bet
Zaber Unlimited: lol, i don't like braughts
Zaber Unlimited: so i ate chili, cuz it was the fastest thing, but i didn't really feel like it, but i was starving
Rkreub: lol I hate braughts...
Zaber Unlimited: e.e yeah
Zaber Unlimited: hot dogs are bettah
Zaber Unlimited: so is ramen
Zaber Unlimited: and pizza
Rkreub: yup
Zaber Unlimited: raaaamennnnn
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: >>
Zaber Unlimited: i guess you'll find that i'm pretty big on food
Rkreub: YAY!
Zaber Unlimited: heheh, and beverages. beverages especially
Rkreub: same
Zaber Unlimited: :D
Zaber Unlimited: i collect the bottles and cans of all the unique drinks i get to try
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Rkreub: lol cool
Rkreub: so whatcha doing right now
Zaber Unlimited: murfing
Zaber Unlimited: i guess
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: xDi dunno what it means, but sure!
Rkreub: what are we gunna talk about over at your house...
Rkreub: *thinks*
Zaber Unlimited: o_o
Rkreub: well band stuff duh but what else
Zaber Unlimited: super cool stuff!
Rkreub: ok!
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Zaber Unlimited: like food... and um...
Zaber Unlimited: we can make wierd noises x)
Rkreub: I will get my super cool pencil and super cool note pad and we can write super cool lyrics and random crap that comes to mind!
Zaber Unlimited: awesome yus!
Rkreub: YAY!
Zaber Unlimited: :-D
Rkreub: this is going to be weird ... actually talking to you in person
Rkreub: ya know
Rkreub: like... its always at school and your quiet and .... yeah...
Zaber Unlimited: hahah, yeah
Rkreub: but thats ok that just how you are. like me.. im loud and annoying
Zaber Unlimited: it's not how i am though e.e
Zaber Unlimited: not how i like to be anyways
Rkreub: at school
Zaber Unlimited: yeah
Zaber Unlimited: i might make wierd noises too LOL it's the only way i know to try to break the ice when there's nothing me and someone else have to say to eachother e.e
Rkreub: 0_o
Zaber Unlimited: well, that or crazy sounding phrases... i am a dork i guess
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: --; can you tell
Zaber Unlimited: i'm just kidding, i can hold back on the wierd noises... i'm freaking wierd
Rkreub: so am i .. I moo
Zaber Unlimited: COOL
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Rkreub: I feel depressed all of a sudden..
Rkreub: but why
Zaber Unlimited: ack :-(
Rkreub: damn mood swings.. CURSE YOU PMS
Zaber Unlimited: ><
Zaber Unlimited: i would too, if i kept going on... i'd start thinking like "god, i sound retarded..." then i'd go all
Zaber Unlimited: evil
Zaber Unlimited: on myself and be like ahhhhh
Rkreub: what time can i come over?
Zaber Unlimited: any time ^^ it's up to you
Zaber Unlimited: ohh, do you know where my house is?
Rkreub: nu
Zaber Unlimited: that's what i thought
Rkreub: lol when is your parents home
Zaber Unlimited: mm sometime around six... like 5:30 - 7:00 o.O it varies a lot
Rkreub: umm can you call and see when they will be home... cause I cant be over there unsuperviesed
Zaber Unlimited: okay ^^ sure
Zaber Unlimited: they'll be here close to 6:10
Rkreub: I'm not sure if im up to it today brandy... For some really weird reason i am like.. totally depressed..
Rkreub: I feel anxious
Zaber Unlimited: aww :-(
Rkreub: theres something eating at me
Zaber Unlimited: egh, i do too... that's kinda usual for me when i hang out with people i never have before :-\
Rkreub: I think that we should jst start off with like a movie. getting used to each other first if thats the case
Zaber Unlimited: okay, if that's what you want ^^
Rkreub: im sorry about this there is just something weird going on..
Zaber Unlimited: o.o; it's fine
Rkreub: i bet im just tired
Zaber Unlimited: :-\ i'm sorry
Rkreub: i didn;t go to sleep till 4 this morning
Rkreub: lol my fault
Zaber Unlimited: ahh
Zaber Unlimited: i didn't until 2, lol e.e... dang, yeah though
Rkreub: lol I'm really sorry about this i feel aweful
Zaber Unlimited: aww don't worry about it, it's fine, i really do know how you feel
Zaber Unlimited: :-)
Rkreub: ok...
Rkreub: * smiles*
Zaber Unlimited: heh, i wouldn'tve been much fun, anyways. i'd just be a nervous wreck xD
Zaber Unlimited: -sigh-
Rkreub: lol yeah.. I think I know what my problem is
Rkreub: other then all that stuff
Rkreub: i think i know why im anxious
Zaber Unlimited: whyness? :-\
Rkreub: well see... wyatt is doing me a huge favor trying to get a friend of his to ask me out
Rkreub: see his friend and his gf are kinda drifting apart and so he is trying to get him to let her go
Rkreub: plus i wanna bf so bad it makes my ears bleed
Rkreub: BF's are really nice to have. you feel like you are taken care of and that you dont have to worry
Zaber Unlimited: ah...
Rkreub: but see im really really nervous..
Rkreub: its been killing me for a few days now
Zaber Unlimited: ohh :-( i'm sorry
Rkreub: its ok it my fault i worry.. lol .. oh no.. braut time.. ew.. I will be back later * hug* I love you brandy im sorry about all this I will make it up to you
Rkreub is away at 5:56:31 PM.
Zaber Unlimited: okay ^^ no need, don't worry about it at all :-) guess i hope you get a bf soon then x)

Auto response from Rkreub: It's time for your favorite Gabry to go experiance the spiffyness that is food! FOOD!!!!
~ hungry and currently raiding the fridge~

Rkreub returned at 6:41:38 PM.
Rkreub: I love you brandy your so sweet
Zaber Unlimited: thanks ^^
Zaber Unlimited: love you too
Zaber Unlimited: gah
Rkreub: ?
Zaber Unlimited: my shoulders are sooo sore
Zaber Unlimited: for whatever reason
Rkreub: awww
Rkreub: * rubs*
Zaber Unlimited: x)
Zaber Unlimited: -headbangs and dances around to work away the evil stuff-
Zaber Unlimited: how was your dinner?
Rkreub: ewwwwwwwwwwwwww
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Zaber Unlimited: did you have to eat a braught?
Rkreub: yeah... it was sooo gross
Zaber Unlimited: awww :-(
Zaber Unlimited: poor mandy
Rkreub: tay is in a scary mood
Zaber Unlimited: she is? o.o
Rkreub: yup...
Zaber Unlimited: what's she saying?
Zaber Unlimited: or do you mean like... scarily happy?
Rkreub: no she is pissed off today
Zaber Unlimited: oh..
Rkreub: ... yeah...
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: what'd she doooo
Rkreub: oh nvm
Zaber Unlimited: are you sure?
Rkreub: yeah just forget about it...
Zaber Unlimited: whyyy
Zaber Unlimited: aw, okay
Zaber Unlimited: sorry :-\
Rkreub: I really want to meet christian
Rkreub: * fret fret fret*
Zaber Unlimited: ><
Zaber Unlimited: i wonderrred.... no wonder the science room didn't look anything like onw's lol
Zaber Unlimited: e.e
Rkreub: yeah he goes to north. I was thinking about transfurring over there but veto'd it
Zaber Unlimited: yay for veto-ing
Rkreub: i would show tay tay but she prolly doesn't care
Zaber Unlimited: x)
Rkreub: oh well
Zaber Unlimited: yeah...
Rkreub is away at 7:48:51 PM.
Rkreub returned at 8:03:13 PM.
Rkreub: she hates me.. oh well
Zaber Unlimited: ar :-(
Rkreub: its ok though..
Zaber Unlimited: yeah...
Rkreub: how are you. you talking to her or is she ignoring you too?
Zaber Unlimited: she's not saying anything to me
Zaber Unlimited: and i'm fine :-)
Rkreub signed off at 8:24:39 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 8:26:23 PM.
Zaber Unlimited: what're you up to?
Rkreub signed off at 8:39:27 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 8:42:45 PM.
Zaber Unlimited: hi :-)
Rkreub: tay is running away
Rkreub: oh well
Zaber Unlimited: ...literally?
Rkreub: you will have to ask her i am not her keeper
Zaber Unlimited: sorry ><
Zaber Unlimited: i just didn't know... sorry :-\
Rkreub: dont kill the messanger
Rkreub: its fine
Zaber Unlimited: you still feeling down?
Rkreub: yes
Zaber Unlimited: -hugs-
Rkreub is away at 10:49:33 PM.
Rkreub returned at 10:50:03 PM.
Rkreub signed off at 11:53:38 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 4:05:32 PM.
Rkreub: lol I almost asked cort to come chill with us. phew that was close
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Zaber Unlimited: did you mean to?
Rkreub: no
Zaber Unlimited: oh, heheh
Rkreub: tay blew me off on the bus
Rkreub: whitney is her new best friend
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: i figured she had, since you said you used to have friends on it and whatnot
Rkreub: she hates me..
Rkreub: i dont know why i care about her so much.. I want desperatly to hate her
Zaber Unlimited: arr :-\
Rkreub: oh my god cortland is like... UBER CHRISTIAN
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: really? o.o
Rkreub: yeah 0_o
Zaber Unlimited: how so?
Rkreub: i didn't know he was so pro god
Rkreub: he goes to church wed sat and sunday!
Rkreub: to 2 different ones!
Zaber Unlimited: jeez o_o
Rkreub: i know 0_o
Zaber Unlimited: dang that's like... ahhh
Rkreub: god has been good to that boy.. he has the looks af an angel
Zaber Unlimited: hehe x)
Rkreub: but oh well its nice to admire from afar
Zaber Unlimited: yus
Zaber Unlimited: WATER brb
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: 0_o.. cortland and i held a convo.....
Rkreub: for more then 5 min! *sqweee*
Zaber Unlimited: crazyyyyy
Zaber Unlimited: !
Rkreub: he is so cute
Zaber Unlimited: x)
Rkreub: but you take the cake in cuteness
Zaber Unlimited: doubt it >.>
Zaber Unlimited: whatever ya say xD thanks ^^
Rkreub: you know waht i think are funny words
Rkreub: socks
Rkreub: or sock
Rkreub: bananas
Rkreub: pinecone
Rkreub: waffles
Zaber Unlimited: reallyyyy?
Zaber Unlimited: i think macaroni is
Zaber Unlimited: and i just made some
Zaber Unlimited: :D
Zaber Unlimited: mmmmm
Zaber Unlimited: cheesiness
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Zaber Unlimited: all of the words you listed 'cept pinecone had s in them
Zaber Unlimited: a very funny name
Zaber Unlimited: is PLOKOON
Zaber Unlimited: mmmmmmmmmacaroni
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: im eating sushi... cooked sushi but its sushi none the less
Zaber Unlimited: crazyness
Rkreub: why does tay hate me...
Zaber Unlimited: i don't know ><
Zaber Unlimited: did you really stop talking to her? maybe that's why?
Rkreub: you still love me right
Zaber Unlimited: of course ^^
Rkreub: she is the one that needs to give me an apology,
Zaber Unlimited: -luffs on the macaroni-
Zaber Unlimited: >.>
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: want someeee sushi woman? :-P
Rkreub: 0_o
Zaber Unlimited: <.<
Zaber Unlimited: mandyyy?
Zaber Unlimited: i was calling you
Zaber Unlimited: "sushi woman" and asking if you wanted macaroni >>
Zaber Unlimited: sorry x.x
Rkreub: oh
Rkreub: lol i didn;t get it
Rkreub: * is clueless*
Zaber Unlimited: it's fine ^^ afterwords i noticed you could take it as me asking if you wanted sushi and calling you woman
Zaber Unlimited: sorreh @.@
Rkreub: its ok
Zaber Unlimited: -runs away-
Rkreub: where are you going?!?!
Zaber Unlimited: -runs back-
Zaber Unlimited: here!
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: o_o
Rkreub: you a big silly * noogie noogie*
Zaber Unlimited: kahah e.e
Zaber Unlimited: -falls over-
Zaber Unlimited: ahhhh
Zaber Unlimited: no more cheeeeese
Rkreub: oh no!!!!!!!!!!
Zaber Unlimited: -rubs tummeh- ahhhhhhhh
Zaber Unlimited: too full... -takes another bite- AHHHHHHH
Rkreub: poor baby
Zaber Unlimited: dis boy has a possessed hand
Zaber Unlimited: NOOOOOOOO yeeeeees
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: no more sushi!!! to. full... must puke..
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;;
Zaber Unlimited: sushi being evil?
Rkreub: * has to take a drink to swallow*
Zaber Unlimited: ahh!
Zaber Unlimited: das not goooood
Zaber Unlimited: and we wonder how people in america get fat e.e
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: what IS sushi anyways... like tomatoes... fish...
Rkreub: no
Rkreub: the sushi i am eating is shrimp wrapped with avcado, rice and seaweed
Zaber Unlimited: ...seaweed e.e
Rkreub: you cant really tast it
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Rkreub: it tastes like salt water
Zaber Unlimited: x) crazeh
Zaber Unlimited: i like rice
Rkreub: this is sweet sticky fermented rice
Zaber Unlimited: avacado is okay with chips usually
Zaber Unlimited: well... the diparrrrrrrostaaaaa
Rkreub: did you think i looked cute today?
Zaber Unlimited: ahh
Rkreub: tell truth
Zaber Unlimited: i thought the white shirt/collar with that coat looked really cool
Zaber Unlimited: ^^
Rkreub: awww but did you like it better the other day?
Zaber Unlimited: i... don't remember oo;
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: are you able to do something tonight
Zaber Unlimited: probably ^^
Rkreub: YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Rkreub: * slides*
Zaber Unlimited: CRAZY
Rkreub: * falls off chair*
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Rkreub: * is impaled*
Zaber Unlimited: oh
Zaber Unlimited: AH
Rkreub: * bleeds*
Zaber Unlimited: NO
Zaber Unlimited: MANDY
Rkreub: the light...
Zaber Unlimited: nonononononno
Rkreub: brandy come closer
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Rkreub: closer my dear
Zaber Unlimited: whaaaaat
Zaber Unlimited: -does so?-
Rkreub: * grabs your collar * I said closer you fool!... now..... I want you to eat this.. i dont want it to go... to... waste... * hands you some sushi.. then dies and falls onto your hand sqwishing the sushi*
Rkreub: ((0_o...))
Zaber Unlimited: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOO
Rkreub: ((lol))
Zaber Unlimited: -pulls out a lighter and a mini jug of gasoline and pours it on the sushi and burns the sushi-
Zaber Unlimited: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Zaber Unlimited: -stares-
Zaber Unlimited: fiyyah...
Rkreub: 0_0 * thows flaming sushi into her fish tank and her Koi eat it*
Zaber Unlimited: AH YOURE ALIVE
Zaber Unlimited: o_o
Rkreub: * bites your shoulder* munch munch munch
Rkreub: (( zombeh!)
Zaber Unlimited: AHHHHHHHHHHHHH OW
Zaber Unlimited: -falls over-
Rkreub: * turns into a small furry bat about the size of a very small cell phone and crawls up by your neck and licks your cheek, then moving down to hang on your shirt*
Zaber Unlimited: ahh o_o
Zaber Unlimited: bat
Zaber Unlimited: -stares-
Zaber Unlimited: -pokes-
Rkreub: * nibbles gently on your pointer finger*
Zaber Unlimited: eep oo;
Zaber Unlimited: batty :D
Zaber Unlimited: -pets with two fingers-
Rkreub: * flinches cause she is tickleish*
Rkreub: happy friday the thirteenth
Zaber Unlimited: xD
Zaber Unlimited: yeah, besides when i saw you, i had a bad day today
Rkreub: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
Rkreub: why
Zaber Unlimited: just
Zaber Unlimited: i hate PE lol
Zaber Unlimited: and my science teacher was evil as usual
Zaber Unlimited: fridays have my worst classes x)
Rkreub: oh shit i cant do anything
Rkreub: noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooo i hats father daughter nights ... gotta go
Zaber Unlimited: that's fine
Zaber Unlimited: see ya ^^
Zaber Unlimited: erf, love ya
Rkreub: love u brandon
Zaber Unlimited: :-)
Rkreub signed off at 5:33:19 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 11:09:58 PM.
Rkreub: hey

Zaber Unlimited: hiii :-)
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: whaaat?
Zaber Unlimited: >.>
Zaber Unlimited: HEYA! -jumps up and down-
Zaber Unlimited: HOWAREYOU?
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: good
Zaber Unlimited: THATSGOOD
Zaber Unlimited: -hyperventilates and falls on his side-
Rkreub: 0_o
Zaber Unlimited: awww, is something wrong? :-\
Rkreub: nu
Zaber Unlimited: okay
Zaber Unlimited: how was shopping (you went shopping, right?)
Rkreub: good. i didn't get anything
Zaber Unlimited: ohh :-\
Rkreub: i love you brandy.
Zaber Unlimited: thanks <3 love you too
Zaber Unlimited: :-)
Rkreub signed off at 12:04:52 AM.
Rkreub signed on at 12:14:04 AM.
Zaber Unlimited: hey :-)
Zaber Unlimited: ?
Rkreub signed off at 8:03:31 AM.
Rkreub signed on at 3:14:34 PM.
Rkreub is away at 3:48:14 PM.
Rkreub signed off at 3:59:04 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 12:24:23 AM.
Rkreub: i skrewed up big time
Rkreub: are you there
Zaber Unlimited: heya ^^
Rkreub: i made a boo boo
Zaber Unlimited: sorry.. why? :-\
Rkreub: wwell see there is this sorta cute guy... and.. i dont know him.. and he asked me out.. i said yes now am regretting it..
Zaber Unlimited: ackk :-\
Zaber Unlimited: whyy? why're you regretting it?
Rkreub: i dont know anything about him
Zaber Unlimited: yeah :-\... did you say yes just because he's sorta cute?
Rkreub: no.. it was like " BOYFRIEND!!!" then i was like wait.. im rushing it
Zaber Unlimited: ><
Rkreub: yeah.. boo boo
Zaber Unlimited: what're you gonna do, then?
Rkreub: dunno..
Zaber Unlimited: how are you doing, anyways?
Rkreub: I know! i will tell him daddy doesn't approve of us rushing!!!
Zaber Unlimited: hehe, that's a good one :-)
Rkreub: (
Zaber Unlimited: literally >> i'm not being sarcastic, sorry x_x;
Zaber Unlimited: i'm seriousssss
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: how are you how are you?
Rkreub: ...
Rkreub: im great im great
Zaber Unlimited: xDD
Zaber Unlimited: that's good that's good
Rkreub: i know i know
Zaber Unlimited: -laughs sinisterly-
Zaber Unlimited: what did you do all day all day?
Rkreub: nothing. just chilled
Zaber Unlimited: that's good
Zaber Unlimited: i think
Zaber Unlimited: haha
Zaber Unlimited: i have two small ramen noodles stuck to my lips
Zaber Unlimited: me mom got meh a huuuge box of ramen today
Zaber Unlimited: sorry if what i say is pointless or annoying -self esteem self esteem-
Rkreub: lol
Rkreub: * hug*
Zaber Unlimited: -huggityhug-
Rkreub: why cant anything work right for me...
Zaber Unlimited: that's nonsense, you're just only thinking about the things that don't
Rkreub: i always end up lonely...
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Rkreub signed off at 2:54:39 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 8:18:00 PM.
Rkreub: http://www.geocities.com/ozwildlife/Images/Animal-Rose00 1.jpg
Zaber Unlimited: IT'S YOU!!
Rkreub: I know!
Zaber Unlimited: :-P :-P
Zaber Unlimited: awwwwhwwww
Zaber Unlimited: lmao it's so cute
Rkreub: Ii know...
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: x)
Zaber Unlimited: how are you?
Rkreub: http://www.tvwc.org/Assets/FA_DallisParkLily.jpg
Rkreub: feeling like that
Zaber Unlimited: LMAO awwwhwhwhw
Rkreub: cant you just hear buzzing when you look at that..
Zaber Unlimited: buzzing? o.o
Rkreub: nvm
Zaber Unlimited: o_o;
Zaber Unlimited: sorry, i'm stupid
Rkreub: no your not *hug*
Rkreub signed off at 10:04:39 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 11:13:55 PM.
Rkreub: im lonely
Zaber Unlimited: ah, sorry back
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry :-(
Rkreub: i hate being alone...
Zaber Unlimited: so do i >< but i am about 90% of the time
Rkreub: same
Rkreub: the worst feeling in the world is when you feel like you have to comfort yourself
Zaber Unlimited: :-\
Zaber Unlimited: what've you been doing all weekend?
Rkreub: been lonely
Rkreub: i havent done anything.. i hate long weekends
Zaber Unlimited: x_x
Zaber Unlimited: so err, i'm guessing this band thing is postponed until you get a bf?
Rkreub: not a chance * rubs tears off her face*
Rkreub: we are gunna be awesome
Zaber Unlimited: aww, okay :-)
Zaber Unlimited: you alright?
Rkreub: no
Zaber Unlimited: oh :-\
Rkreub: but im better, i may not be psycho but my imaginary friend is pretty damned good at making me smile again
Zaber Unlimited: o.o;?
Zaber Unlimited: sorry i'm not helping x_x
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: ?? i'm serious
Zaber Unlimited: do you think i'm joking? or that i'm being sarcastic?
Rkreub: no
Rkreub: i love you brandy
Zaber Unlimited: :-\ love you too, i'm just worried
Rkreub: * crawls into bed with you and looks over and stares at you*
Zaber Unlimited: -blushes and blinks- o_o;;;;?
Rkreub: *chews on your sheets*
Zaber Unlimited: yay for sheet chewing! e.e
Zaber Unlimited: ohh... -thinks he understands and pets-
Rkreub: * scoots closer to you*
Zaber Unlimited: oh o_o;; -doesn't understand!-
Rkreub: I was cold..
Zaber Unlimited: ohs, okay ^^
Rkreub: * grab* *snuggle snuggle*
Rkreub: wait..
Rkreub: your fully clothed right.. -_-';
Zaber Unlimited: oO; yus
Zaber Unlimited: and wearing my coat, even
Zaber Unlimited: ^^
Rkreub: * digs in pockets*
Zaber Unlimited: heheh x)
Zaber Unlimited: just don't take out my beanie >> it's hard to put back in
Rkreub: * scuttles under your shirt and up to your neck*
Rkreub: (( is bat))
Zaber Unlimited: hehe
Zaber Unlimited: -pokes and pets your head-
Rkreub: * crawls up your face and lays on the tuft of hair that are actually called bangs*
Zaber Unlimited: aww e.e -looks cross-eyed up at you-
Zaber Unlimited: never thought they'd be used as a bed x)
Rkreub: * licks your forhead*
Zaber Unlimited: -smiles and pets you more-
Zaber Unlimited: -pokes the batty lightly to see if it's awake-
Zaber Unlimited: -smiles and closes his eyes-
Rkreub: ,,,
Zaber Unlimited: >.>
Zaber Unlimited: -opens eyes and sits there staring at the ceiling-
Rkreub: * nibbles on your nose*
Zaber Unlimited: mlarr x3
Rkreub: dgthrsjlfjkjhm
Zaber Unlimited: aw, what's wrong?
Rkreub: tired
Zaber Unlimited: ohs
Zaber Unlimited: well, don't feel obligated to stay on if you wanna go sleepy ^^
Rkreub: lol in love u hun
Zaber Unlimited: love you too
Rkreub: sweet dreams
Zaber Unlimited: okay, you too :-) goodnight
Rkreub: night
Rkreub signed off at 1:30:22 AM.
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Rkreub signed off at 7:22:30 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 9:17:41 PM.
Rkreub: i lost my class ring *sob*
Zaber Unlimited: aww you lost it??
Rkreub: yeah * cries*
Zaber Unlimited: aw :-(
Rkreub: I know,...
Zaber Unlimited: don't you get a free replacement or something?
Rkreub: i think so... but i want my ring
Zaber Unlimited: :-\
Rkreub: *waits*
Zaber Unlimited: o_o
Rkreub: *sob*
Zaber Unlimited: -hughugs- :-(
Rkreub: wahhhhhhh
Zaber Unlimited: i didn't even get one x_x
Rkreub: i want my ring *sob*
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry
Rkreub: I hate myself...
Rkreub: who am i kidding... im not good enough to sing... or pretty enough.,.. I will just make you look stupid
Zaber Unlimited: NOT true
Rkreub: I will lose the music... i will lose everything..
Zaber Unlimited: no you won't :-(
Rkreub: yes i will im worthless
Rkreub: I've hit an all time low this time
Rkreub: I feel awefull
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: why??
Rkreub: i lost the one thing my parents told me never to lose
Zaber Unlimited: your... ehrm... ???
Rkreub: .
Zaber Unlimited: ah jeez ><
Rkreub: ring
Zaber Unlimited: recently? ><
Rkreub: ...
Zaber Unlimited: sorry...
Rkreub: lol yes i lost it 3 days ago
Zaber Unlimited: i'm sorry ><
Rkreub: so am i
Zaber Unlimited: ah... god... was it to that guy wyatt wanted to introduce to you? just tell me if i'm asking too much
Rkreub: no
Zaber Unlimited: oh..
Zaber Unlimited: i don't really wanna ask, that's sick of me >< sorry
Rkreub signed off at 10:22:47 PM.
Rkreub signed on at 10:23:59 PM.
Rkreub: * hugs you and cries*
Zaber Unlimited: -holds- :-(
Rkreub: your the only person who doeswn't care if i over react...
Rkreub: I love u brandy
Zaber Unlimited: aw... love you too
Rkreub: your one of my best friends
Zaber Unlimited: :-)
Rkreub: * hits arms on pole*
Rkreub: someday i will break both my arms..
Zaber Unlimited: why?
Rkreub: taylor cuts.. i attempt to break my arms
Zaber Unlimited: why??
Rkreub: its my punishment to myself
Rkreub: yeah it hurts but i dont have to worry about scaring
Zaber Unlimited: :-(
Zaber Unlimited: how the bad things make you feel is punishment enough...
Zaber Unlimited: -sigh-
Rkreub: I guess sweet
Rkreub: brandy if i could i would date you
Zaber Unlimited: oo;.. if you could?
Rkreub: yeah it would piss people off to much
Rkreub: tay tay would think that you broke up with her for me
Zaber Unlimited: ... x_x
Rkreub: what
Zaber Unlimited: is that the only reason?
Rkreub: that i wouldnt date you?
Rkreub: yeah
Rkreub: i mean i have had a crush on you for a loooonnngggg time
Zaber Unlimited: mm.. ^^
Rkreub: what?
Rkreub: your acting weird
Zaber Unlimited: i am? oo;
Rkreub: yeah
Zaber Unlimited: i'm just.. sorry ><
Rkreub: what.. are you giddy?
Rkreub: lol
Zaber Unlimited: giddy? oO;
Zaber Unlimited: giddyup horsey -rides away-?
Rkreub: like flusterd
Zaber Unlimited: i dunno...
Zaber Unlimited: -sighsighsigh-
Rkreub: lol why are you acting funny
Zaber Unlimited: i feel sick and happy and stressed and tense and anxious and nervous and restless...
Rkreub: why hun
Rkreub: did i say something?
Rkreub: i didnt scare you did i
Zaber Unlimited: no :-) i really don't know why..
Zaber Unlimited: gah i can't describe it. i feel embarrassed too
Rkreub: why that i said that
Zaber Unlimited: nothing's your fault ^^
Zaber Unlimited: just trying to explain why i'm acting wierd, he he..
Zaber Unlimited: -throws himself on the floor and rolls around-
Zaber Unlimited: sorry, i'm strange
Rkreub: hunny your hot enough that its ok if your strange
Zaber Unlimited: >.>; lol, thanks
Rkreub: your so cute brandy i love you soo much your like a big.... Brandy Bear!
Zaber Unlimited: xDD
Zaber Unlimited: stuffed teddy...
Rkreub: * cuddles*
Zaber Unlimited: :-)
Rkreub: I get really nervous around you brandy... your one of the only people I hug now... and If you start to feel like im molesting you tell me
Zaber Unlimited: aww, nuu i don't
Rkreub: I have to make every hug count these days... dont know when my next will come
Rkreub: do people still bug you?
Zaber Unlimited: hm yeah
Rkreub: tell um to fuck off
Zaber Unlimited: i don't think they ever won't until i start being "normal"
Rkreub: lol your normal! they have brain problems. be like " i dont have the time for your crap grow up"
Zaber Unlimited: hahah
Zaber Unlimited: x)
Rkreub: no really
Rkreub: promise you will
Rkreub: just to one of them
Zaber Unlimited: yeah, can't say i don't ever want to...
Rkreub: you should hunny
Zaber Unlimited: ah! brb one sec <3
Zaber Unlimited: back
Rkreub: ugh something smells in my room
Zaber Unlimited: -sigh- i would but then... people would say i'm gonna shoot up the school more xD
Zaber Unlimited: what's it smell like?
Rkreub: burnt chocolate
Zaber Unlimited: o.o... woah
Zaber Unlimited: i dunno what that smells like xD
Zaber Unlimited: don't worry about hugging me "too much"
Zaber Unlimited: i never, ever mind. it always helps my day :-)
Rkreub: yay!
Zaber Unlimited: :-P
Rkreub: time for bed
Rkreub: i love you
Zaber Unlimited: okay, love you too
Rkreub: bye bye
Zaber Unlimited: night :-)
Rkreub signed off at 11:22:10 PM.